Amitto......

Jhirjhir brishti porchhilo....
janla die takie chhilam ekdrishte....
ekta ekta jalobindu jhore porchhilo.... akaash theke....
mugdho nayone protiti jalobindui dekhchhilam...
mone hochhilo ora thik jeno shodyojato shishur dol....
dharonir buk-e ashar jonne dishehara....

hathat, ke jeno chhulo amay....
ghore ami eka.....
tobu ke shey ?? kar chhoya laglo amar hridoye ?
bhabte bhabte nayon jure ghum elo.....
ajantei harie gelam kon ek ajana dishay....

shey abar elo.....
amar nayone shopno enke gelo kato....
kintu ke shey ??
haway ure jawa amar kalo chul....
alto kore amar galkhani chhuyechhilo.....
shey adore kore shorie dilo amar chul.....
mon jure sristi holo abishtota....
ashadharon ek tripti pelam......

nayon mele fire ashi bastobe.....
dekhi keu nei...... !
khone khone shey ache..... tobu nei !!
amar klanto hashi proshno korlo amay.....
ke shey ??
shei ki amar prem...... amar bhalobasha ??
naki bhram matro ?!

barbar proshno kori ke shey ??
chokhtule dekhi......
ei ki shey ???
e je aynay bheshe otha amar protichhobi...... !!

tobe ki amar mon-e amar prem.....!
amar atmai ki shei bhalobasha..... ?!

aaj-o uttor paini.....
khunjio ni r.....
mone bhabi..... shey jei hok.......
shey je narir mone lukie thaka prem ...... !!

amar-e gandho makhano .... amar amitto !!!!

Maa ...........

There's an invisible thread between me n maa ....... the long 9months before i came to this world ...... i was there with her ........ there i used to see the whole world with the eyes of my maa ...... i smelt my circumstances with the nose of my maa ........ i smiled when she smiled ...... i cried when she cried ....... then i felt very protected with maa ......

when i came in this world i cried a lot like every children do as i was feeling unsecured ....... my birth is the most precious gift to me from maa ........

i quarrel every time with her ....... i get angry on her ....... sometimes i also ignore her ...... but i never show how much i love her ....... there is an intense affection i feel for maa ....... the blood circulation of my body is even known by her ....... she knows everything about me ......... she can read my eyes ......

maa ..... the most powerful word ........ when first time i spoke i called out maa ...... that moment must be the most valuable for my maa .......

same happened with me ......... when the person whom i love the most once very casually called me maa ........ i felt like having all the peace of this world below my feet ....... tears came out from my eyes without asking me ...... they came down touching my cheeks ...... n they came to my chin n dropped ...... n i lost most precious tear of mine ........

it happens several times ...... when i sit in a lonely place along with solitude ... i can hear a strange voice which is similar to my loved one calling me maa ........

..... maa ......

feeling heavenly......

is there anything named heaven in this world .... ?? i've had asked this question several times to myself ..... n didn't get any answer ......

it was October of 2006 ..... i went for a trip in the hill stations of north Bengal ..... one morning i went out for walk in that beautiful place ....... while walking suddenly i heard a strange whispering voice ...... i followed that sound .....

n when i came to the source of that sound ..... i found there was a beautiful falls falling from a green hill ..... n in that silent place ..... i found the sound of water as the most melodious music in the world ........ they are falling over one another n kissing each other, touching with the calmness of there boons ..... i sat there n saw that beautiful scenery for near about 6hrs ...... i've heard the sound of this spring while walking n then it seemed as human voice ...... n i feel like called by that charming falls ......

that day i realized for the first time that heaven is there ........ n that was truly as pure as heaven to me ...... i named that falls HEAVEN .........

when i was returning back from that place i met my friend "heaven" again ..... i bid him goodbye n whispered in his ears that i want to come back to you ..... he smiled at me ........ i touch him with my hand n he kissed me on my palm ....... i certainly felt like getting lost in the lap of nature .....

today when i recall that experience i use to talk with "heaven", my friend ....... i'm here again in this congested n busy city ....... but missing my friend a lot ........

i wanna say my friend ......... how r u "heaven" ... ?? i'm missing you lot ...........

...... feeling heavenly ........